TTS

Be true or be gone
You’re only fooling yourself
Open hand or not
You are holding out
But there is no light that you can’t live in
Tear it apart
Your old confession made in the dark
Now every hour, change of heart
You’re running away, but the shadow is yours

canned only

Monday morning laundry or coffee on the garden wall
You’re good 'cause you’re never boring
You should probably call me more

all I wanna say is...

we either think that we're invincible or that we are invisible when realistically we're somewhere in between. we all think that we're nobody, but everybody is somebody else's somebody.

don't ask me what I really mean - I am just a reflection of what you really wanna see, so take you want from me.

My life is a setting sun

I won't give up chasing love, son
Here I go, look at me run

ärlighet

Världen är så stor min bror
Den är så skrämmande stor
När det blir för tungt, min bror
Lägger du tyngden på mig då?

Speaketh the truth

When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one there to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love

Os últimos 360 dias

Esse ano foi memorável.

Foram tantas coisas, riscos, mudanças. Despedi-me de minha avó, mas com ela muito aprendi e levo comigo todas aquelas lições. Terminei meu curso de bacharelado com grande orgulho, viajei mais, voltei ao taekwondo, troquei de emprego, finalmente aprendi o que me motiva e decidi parte do caminho que quero traçar nos próximos anos. Consegui deixar para trás aquilo que há tempos me trazia angústia. Alívio.

Eu aprendi e muito sobre mim, sobre aqueles ao meu redor. Longe de ser o suficiente.

The world is my oyster.

Sigo ansiosa por 2015.

A goddamn smile

Will you tell yourself you all must be what you'll be?
Who's to say who is who and what is what if you simply don't agree?
Now, time will come to claim you and it will have its way
Don't make mistakes and don't regret
Don't waste the time that is left
And then do it all with a goddamn smile

Dance, little liar

I’m a holy scriptwriter. I stand behind the curtain. I will know the words when the world stands to attention, when my speech bends to my will, when I know the precise position I’m to fill. I’m the one who’ll know: holy, hidden and all for show. I stand over the choir and redeem the difference. I try though sometimes I can only feign forgiveness: holy, for hire and not for sale. I am easily undone but by then, I’m gone. I’m a lender of lighters, a hangover survivor. I’m a terrible liar. In the shadow of thin-walled, whitewashed stone fabric, in the city of pre-worn, torn, pre-bought denim. I am the hand that grasps and longs and the one left suspended when all is withdrawn. I’m the crack in the altar, a stone statue waxed over. I’m a kid at the opera. I’m a terrible liar.

I'd rather be broken than empty

Time, time is a fickle thing
Let's see what it can bring
I cannot leave you behind
Time, time's running out
My hands, oh give me your hands
I cannot leave you behind

We are going to get out of here
Run from all the fears

What if?

What if our hard work ends in despair?
What if the road won't take me there?
What if to love and be loved's not enough?
What if I fall and can't bear to get up?
Oh, I wish, for once, we could stay gold

Hearts of Gold

all of my dreams, they fall and form a bridge
of memories where I can get back
to you

In all honesty

so honey, now don't be mad
time has told me it can't be that bad
and if it is, well I'll be goddamned
but I'll stick around
I'll be your master defender

public knowledge

you've spent a year staring into a mirror
another one trying to figure out what you saw
paid so much attention to what you're not
you have no idea who you are
but heaven knows that you're lying

the road

you know, it's a dark, twisted road we are on
and we are to walk it alone
I could drive out to the ocean and just stare in awe
I could walk across the beaches and sleep under the stars

a long time ago

but you couldn't wait
I couldn't promise you anything
if it was all a mistake
then I guess we're both to blame
I could've been so many things
but it would never be enough for you
I was the one you counted on
but I was never the one for you
now I know
I lost you a long time ago

there's hope, there's a silver lining

I don't want to wait anymore, I'm tired of looking for answers
Take me some place where there's music and there's laughter
I don't know if I'm scared of dying, but I'm scared of living too fast, too slow
Regret, remorse, hold on, oh no, I've got to go
There’s no starting over, no new beginnings, time races on
And you've just gotta keep on keeping on
Gotta keep on going, looking straight out on the road
Can't worry 'bout what's behind you or what's coming for you further up the road
I try not to hold on to what is gone, I try to do right what is wrong
I try to keep on keeping on
Yeah I just keep on keeping on
I hear a voice calling, calling out for me
These shackles I've made in an attempt to be free
Be it for reason, be it for love
I won't take the easy road
I've woken up in a hotel room, my worries as big as the moon
Having no idea who or what or where I am
Something good comes with the bad
A song's never just sad
There's hope, there's a silver lining

:)

el principio

yo seguiré adelante
atravesando miedos
sabe Dios que nunca es tarde
para volver a empezar

reciprocated

how much pain has cracked your soul?
how much love would make you whole?
you're my guiding lightning strike

I can't find the words to say, they're overdue
I've travelled half the world to say I belong to you

tunnel

and in the backyard
into the night
we walk through fire
my love is your flashlight